Some days when the weather is cool this is where I get to work:
Today, as I was teaching a basic fitness class outdoors at the UMBC track, I thought to myself, “Man I wish I could do this forever.”
Newsflash Sana, you CAN do this forever.
I don’t know why I am constantly struggling with myself when it comes to figuring out what to do with my life. I am already doing what I what I consider to be my dream job. I am helping other people get fit while I am working on my own personal fitness.
I feel more confident in my choice as I can see and feel my mind/body transform as I have been able to include physical exercise as a part of my daily life.
If this is not what I am supposed to be doing with my life, will someone please come and tell me?
I not sure why, but for some reason right now I feel so clear about what I should be doing with my life, when I usually feel foggy and confused. I chalk this up to the fact that when I was a little brown girl my possible future careers were doctor, doctor and doctor.
In fact several family members refer to me as Dr. Sana…….
It is hard for me to continue on with a future path that I just can’t get excited about, I have considered other careers in the healthcare industry but my heart is just not committed.
Apparently I have no interest in financial security?
I am not saying that things are all set in stone for me, but I have these reoccurring realizations that this is where I need to be focusing all my attention. And I hope they eventually amount to something. Whether it involves getting a bachelor’s degree in exercise science or becoming an exercise physiologist with a masters or PhD, I know that I will live with a happy, full and passionate heart.
Also, because I can justify wearing yoga pants for everyday of my life.
Today, was also the first time my sister claimed that she was not embarrassed to be seen with me in public.
“Sana, unless you look as cute as I do-I just can’t be seen in public with you.”
I guess she considers my usual sweaty workout clothes attire to be rather embarrassing.
I decided to wear a top a got from Francesca’s Collections along with some salmon colored pants from H&M.
How stinking cute are the buttons on the back?
I am a bit terrified that my entire top will come undone while I am in class, but I will set aside my fear for the sake of fashion.
Anddd all of my daily eats:
My weightloss progress has been going fairly well. I am losing 2-3 lbs a month, I feel full and energetic during the day but I am always starving at night. I think it’s because I eat dinner at 6-7pm and never eat past 8-9pm. This would workout well, except for the fact that I stay up till 1-2am and I am too hungry to sleep. Sigh
Black tea+pumpkin bread for breakfast on the way to work-did you guys know it was fall?
Homemade chicken salad sandwich with a side of Popchips for lunch with a side of fruit.
I was planning on coming home for dinner, but I had to stay out later than expected so I grabbed a Veggie Delight from Subway.
I have not been eating dessert lately, but my sister treated me to some frozen yogurt and I could not pass up that opportunity.
Salted caramel frozen yogurt is so fantastic.
So yea, I think I just need to eat some crackers before bed because I feel like I am eating enough during the day.
Maybe more protein?
Do you ever have trouble sleeping because you are too hungry?